of facts and craps, news and views

girl on MSN: hey Faliq

me on MSN: eh. whoa it's you! it's been centuries!

girl on MSN: haha yeah tell me about it. how are you

me on MSN: great, great. i'm surviving.

20 mins later..

girl on MSN: haha yeah. hey, i think i gotta go now.

me on MSN: ah cool. so ur still using ur old number right?

girl on MSN: erm. i think let's stick to MSN

me on MSN: er, why?

girl on MSN: i think it's a bad idea for me to be in touch with a guy friend thru the phone. my bf wouldn't like that idea very much.



ok that just proves my point that SOME PEOPLE WERE WAY MORE FUN BEFORE THEY GOT INTO RELATIONSHIP. -____-"

Have u been in a situation where you see some ppl and suddenly they remind u of another ppl, or at least another object?

Yeah i guess everyone has.

Just now i came across this super funny site and damn, what a series of good laugh i've had.

It's true that from certain angles, some ppl might resemble another ppl, and this website certainly provide those images that will make you say "Wow, I've never thought of that"

From the straightforward resemblances, like


to the funny ones like

and even the random-est like

There are hundreds of those look-alike pics in that website and you even can contribute by submitting your own look-alike pictures. Go ahead, and have a good laugh. I sure had. :)

why am I get reminded of Steve Tyler everytime I looked at this poster?


Im not sure what's with my zodiac sign this month, whether my star crashes with Pluto or what, but all of the sudden, recently I've got all the updates about my former loves, intentionally, AND NOT.

My latest ex is in relationship now, just recently. So is the one before her, and it's recently too I guess. (congratulations to both of you)
And I've found out my ex-gf when I was in form 2, one when I was in form 5, and one during my diploma years, are now PROUD MOTHERS. Heh (congratulations to all of them too)

To add it all, 2 days ago, my ex whom I met on mIRC (haha? -_-) told me she wants me back. Random much? Lol.

Hm, whatever it is, what statuses they currently are, I suddenly feel like saying, thank you.
For all the memories, for all the good and bad times that shape the person I am today. Eventhough it might pinch a little to know the facts that I'm still alone, I take pride by saying congratulations to all of you, and that I'm happy to know that you're happy. I hope he can make you happy, because I cant. :)

*plays Julio Iglesias "To all the girls I've loved before''

To all the girls I've loved before
Who travelled in and out my door
I'm glad they came along
I dedicate this song
To all the girls I've loved before

To all the girls who shared my life
Who now are someone else's wives
I'm glad they came along
I dedicate this song
To all the girls I've loved before

Aku tengok jam.

Hampir pukul 3.
Hari ni dah 9 Oktober.

Patutnya team BENDERA (Benteng Demokrasi Rakyat) nak serang Malaysia melalui Kalimantan, masuk ikut Pontianak (Sarawak) dgn Nunukan (Sabah), semalam. Ini yang aku baca thru interview wartawan theStar dengan leader BENDERA, Adian. [link]

Tapi sampai hari ni takde pape pon. Aku bukan nak sombong or riak. Hati pun mcm takut sikit.

Sebab dorang cakap dorang kebal.
Sebab dorang cakap dorang ada ilmu.
Sebab dorang cakap dorang dah masuk senyap-senyap.
Sebab dorang cakap dorang dah pakat dengan pekerja Indo kat sini.

Tapi, masih tunggu jugak. Kot-kot ada chaos dkat Kuching. Kalau ikut plan dorang, 200 orang datang dulu, yang lain akau menyusul kemudian. Kalau ikutkan jadual dorang, ni aku summary kan:

9 Oktober - 200 orang akan ke berangkat dan dijangka tiba di Malaysia 14 Oktober (lama tu, dorang jalan kaki kot)
11 Oktober - 125 orang
15 Oktober - 125 orang lagi
17 & 19 Oktober - 600 orang
22 Oktober - 400 orang
25 Oktober - team terakhir, 50 orang team medik (siap ada team medik tu)

so complete 1,500 orang yang akan datang Malaysia.
jadi tah tidak, aku tak tau. harap dorang ni main2 je la.
kalau jadi datang pun, takut2 semua terus mintak kerja kat sini


Ahad. 4 Oktober.

Bangun pukul 12tghari. Tipikal.
Check facebook dulu. Tipikal.
Tunggu setengah jam baru mandi. Tipikal.

Ingat balik today's to-do-list.
1. Hantar laundry.
2. Isi minyak.
3. Buang sampah.
4. Beli ridsect, contact lens solution dengan air mineral 2 botol.
5. Balik dari outing, nak basuh kasut yang dah kotor.

Settle mandi. Start enjin kereta, bawak sampah sekali. Buang terus, isi minyak. No. 2 & 3 done.
Angin kuat. Pokok semua goyang stok nak tumbang.
Teringat plak Ketsana typhoon dkat Philippines, Vietnam, Laos, Kemboja.
Uish. Ngeri.

Hantar laundry. Ingat nak lunch dekat Rafie Cafe. Tutup plak. Hampeh.
Pegi Wisma Sanyan terus. Beratur kat KFC. Sesak. Hari Ahad kan.
So ingat nak tapau je.

Tetibe mata tertangkap awek comel. Baby-T, hot pants.
Die usha balik. Muka Ibanese or Melanau. Comel. Lagi sekali aku emphasize.

Cashier KFC: Hello Selamat Petang. Makan sini atau bawa balik?
Aku: Makan sini.

Jeling2 lagi awek hot beratur kat line sebelah. Dapat meal, duduk kat corner, view memang luas.
Tup sorang lagi awek masuk dengan adik2 dia. Muka Melayu.
Ok ini semakin menarik.

Table sebelah dipenuhi amoi-amoi seksi. Muka dalam 15, 16 camtu
Dressing? Semua stok nampak peha beb. So bukan stakat peha KFC, peha amoi pun aku jamu arini. Shit this sounds wrong.

Eh, awek Iban tadi dah duduk. Datang plak boyfriend dia. Stok badan cam pelakon iklan Shieldtox. Hampa.

Tapi kepala otak dok pikir. Mane awek-awek hot ni datang? Selama ni kemain takde, tibe-tibe hari ni melimpah ruah plak awek cun kat Sibu ni. Aku rasa mesti sbab angin kuat pagi tadi. So angin tu tiup semua awek awek cun keluar rumah, and pegi Wisma Sanyan.

Terima kasih angin.

Habis makan, beli solution, beli mineral water.
Cuci mata sikit lagi, then plan nak round satu mall before chow.
15 minit kemudian, settle round satu mall. (Jgn gelak, mall kat sini kecik tahap toncet).

Pegi parking lot. Masuk kete. Bayar parking kat counter.
2 jam aku kat sini. Hulur tiket. Tet tet tet.

Best kan sejam RM0.80. Mane nak dapat kat KL.
Toilet pun RM2.

Sampai rumah, layan winning eleven. Layan MTV. Tertido sampai pukul 7.

Plan number 5, nak basuh kasut: Postpone.


In the midst of this cyber war between us and Indonesians, I gotta say, how proud I am to be a Malaysian. With all the mini domestic turmoil and stuff, I believe this is the best time for us to put aside all the differences, skin color, political views, race, language spoken, favorite football clubs, and celebrate one thing that unites as all, that is being Malaysians.

I think it's absurd that Malaysians are fighting against themselves, when we know this disunity will only make us vulnerable to the external threats, and in case these fellow countrymen don't realize, this cyber war has long begun and before it escalates any further, and IF it escalates any further, I sure hope we are all prepared.

I pray for racial harmony, I pray for strentgh of Malaysia, because

cherish your old man.
you'll never know when u might lose him.
take everyday as the father's day and show and tell him how much u love him.

because u'll never know it might be your last chance to say it

i think i hate my new point-and-shoot camera. it takes BAD pictures, like really bad.
i kinda miss my old Nikon Coolpix S52. that was the most awesome digital camera ever.

and so i thought by buying another Nikon Coolpix, but a different range of model, it would be just the same, standing at the same par, or better since it;s touch screen.

but i was wrong.

i dont know what to do now.
should i live with it, or find a buyer and buy the Nikon Coolpix S52 so that we can be reunited back.


ive received a warning just as i logged in to my facebook account.
the warning says:

Warning! Your account could be disabled

Your use of our Wall Post feature indicates that you may be in violation of Facebook's Terms of Use. Continued misuse of Facebook's features could result in your account being disabled. If you have any questions or concerns, you can visit our FAQ page.

WTF right?
i know i've been vocal in defending my country in facebook group 'Ganyang Malaysia'.
but by reporting me and my contents as abusive is downright ridiculous! especially when it's them who are the ones with the vulgar words and belittling our own country! sh*t i dont deserve this, man.

a friend told me that these kinks will only last for few days, if not hours.
guess all i can do is what till everything is back to normal. for now all i can do is updating my status. i cant comment on ANY MOTHERLOVING ELSE. gahh. if this lasts, i swear i would hold a bitter hatred towards all Indonesians out there.

im off to bed now.
im going back to kl tmorow and i hope this wont spoil the mood.

selamat malam dunia.

*Sniff. I sneezed a little bit when i logged into this account because it was so dusty. (Ok that's lame). But yeah, it's been a month now. I don't know why but I lost spark with this blogging thinggy. If it were a relationship, I would end it once and for all. HA-HA.

Ok so forgive me for being away. Blame the more hip facebook notes and the in-thing twitter. Prolly to the workloads as well. But i doubt that I'm missed here. Kan?

So what's new with me. It's been a month now. Any changes?

Well there are. Not me. I haven't changed a bit. Still the lazy fat ass who apparently sets the less important things such as leisure and entertainment as priorities, instead of work and self health. :D

But it's the surrounding. My work enviroment. Political climate. World order.
Things are in chaos I'd must say. Things changed and some changes are still taking place.
Some are imminent. Some are minimal. But most are impactful.

First, my work surroundings. What do you feel when half of your team members, with the possibility of even your superior, wont be in the team, by the end of this month? Major reshuffling has and is taking place, not too much for my liking. A change so drastic, that I believe would disrupt the plans that have been made earlier. Gahh i hate this.

I wont touch on the political climate here, but the epidemic of the Swine Flu is currently sending shivers worldwide, with few cases have been reported here in Malaysia. I wonder will it effect the planned trip to Phuket next July. Fingers crossed.

I support the notion of change that Obama carries, but at times I have to agree with my own notion, 'Not all changes are for the good'. But since some changes are beyond our control, all I can do is adapt, and live with it. Because after all, the only consistent thing in life, is change. :)

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof

After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you

Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here oh yeah

You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

chelsea drew with liverpool tonight with 4 goals each but we made it through to the semis with the aggregate of 7-5.

dang 8 goals thriller at stamford bridge and lucky i dont have a weak heart. kudos to the players who have shown high winning mentality and spirit. barca wont be an easy opponent.

now let me get back to my slumber as i have to do some opening speech tomorrow. yikes.

And so I haven't been updating my blog for a month now. too many things happened within that period. Been thru so many ups and downs but im back on my smelly feet now. Jyeah.

OK so here comes April. Again. And April Fool is not the only thing I will be celebrating.

1. For those who didn't know, it's my friggin birthday tomorrow. Yay. But obviously there won't be any happening party for my birthday, JUST YET. I guess I'm just gonna stay still in front of the laptop until I get sleepy, which in fact I already am now. Travelled to Sarikei and back today and lethargy has dried me up. Wait and see lah.

2. I will be celebrating ONE YEAR of me working in Sarawak. ONE YEAR of me being a permanent PETRONAS staff. ONE YEAR of me having real work and responsibility. And I have to admit, the experience, skills and knowledge I possess now, are WAY below par. Sheesh I really have to step up my gear now ain't it?

3. Lastly, as March reached it's end, it will be the FIRST MONTH that I didn't go back to KL. Gila kan? Since April last year, this month is the first month that I successfully spent the whole month in Sibu. And I'm doing pretty good. :)

So I guess that's about it. I'm gonna make some macaroni and cheese, decorate my place with balloons and prepare party hats for friends to come over, with their presents. Ok that was wishful thinking. Im just gonna snore my birthday eve away lah apparently. Yay. Ciao

I was online with an old friend last night. The conversation follows:

Friend: Hey I happen to know a dude who went to the same school with you.
Me: Oh, who?
Friend: Zaidi, remember? It's a small world because we went to the same primary school, the same college and lived in the same neighbourhood.
Me: Yeah, small world indeed.
Friend: And we were talking about you and Zaidi suddenly told me that "Yeap, Faliq. The guy who never gets mad"
Me: Er?
Friend: I kinda agree with him, dude. All these years that I've known you, never once i saw you mad. Thats cool.
Me: Er, thanks!

Apparently she hasn't met me for years, as I believe I'm not that person anymore. Well, times change and we're changing in them, no?

Just few days back, I shouted at the waiter for ignoring me at one of the mamak stalls (Sorry Sarr and Dayo that you had to see that). And I don't need to mention the other occasions where I lost my cool easily, over the tiniest things.

Yeah, my point is, I dont know where did the super-cool me has gone. Over the years, I think I've been kinda corrupted with the world, with the pressure, stress and lots more and yeah, I do miss the supercool me. Obviously I can always blame the world for moulding me into this un-cool guy right now, I can always blame the environment, the people around me, the movies I've watched, the jerks I've met, the almost lovers, even the neighbour's cats, but I know, in the end of the day, I've only got myself to blame.

But I am who I am.
And I will try to be a better person.
Insha Allah :)

1. kau buat aku tunggu depan msn tiap malam, tunggu kalau kalau kau online.
2. kau buat aku jadi paranoid, semua sms yang aku dapat, mesti aku harap itu dari kau.
3. kau buat aku buat plan yang comel-comel, tapi sebenarnye hampeh kalau kau takde dalam plan-plan tu
4. kau buat aku percaye kalau org ckp cinta itu buta, sebab sah-sah orang lawa cam kau takkan suke orang selebet cam aku. rupenye kau tipu.
5. kau buat aku dengar balik lagu-lagu jiwang tangkap leleh, kadang-kadang lagu negaraku pun bole jadi jiwang kalau aku denga sambil teringat kat kau.
6. kau buat aku suke kau dowh.
7. last skali, aku benci kau sebab kau buat aku nampak cam loser sebab buat 7 bende kenape aku benci kau ni.


This is one of my favourite songs from Faizal Tahir. This is taken from Gala TV, Astro Awani. He sang it beautifully, almost flawless. And i'm digging the lyrics too. Deep. :)


Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Thats the question that has been lingering on my mind, bothering me all day long. I wonder how do people define a jerk. This is simply because, of late, I feel like im being one, uncontrollably. But heck, does a jerk REALIZE he's being one? See that's my point. Sometimes I can be a jerk without me realizing it. And that's scary.

So tell me, what makes a jerk, a jerk?

Sure, it's subjective but I believe there's a fine line in everything, right?
How do you differentiate someone who's being extra caring and busybody?
How do you differentiate someone who's being hardworking and a show-off?
How do you differentiate someone who's fun and loud, and annoying?

But yeah, I've come across with loads of jerks in my life.
Jerks who brag about themselves.
Jerks who being over-protective towards their gfs (those psycho bfs, ah u know)
Jerks who ass-kissed all the bosses.
Jerks who think they know it all.
Jerks that are self-centered b*stards.
Jerks who are jerks by nature.

Come to think about it, the question remains. What makes a jerk, a jerk? Because I believe all the jerks I've mentioned above, have good traits too. I believe they have friends around them, loving girlfriends, caring parents and all. How can they have all that if they are jerks, right?

So i conclude that, I believe every guy can be a jerk, once awhile. I admit that i can be super-annoying, attention-seeking, hard-to-please, psycho jerk, once in awhile. So if i do, im sorry yah? :)

the occasional jerk.

suddenly i felt like changing my blog name. putting my own name is such a bore. and so i decided to use a pseudonym instead.

i was down with 2 choices.


and so i got online and did some surveys with them friends.

me: which one is better, pseudoname or dinkydice?
ilya: dinkydice is very youuuu

me: which one is better, pseudoname or dinkydice?
anna: i still like dinkydice, forever and ever

me: which one is better, pseudoname or dinkydice?
amoyy: pseudoname is kinda standard. go for dinkydice

me: which one is better, pseudoname or dinkydice?
diandra: im ok with anything. (not helping right? haha)

me: which one is better, pseudoname or dinkydice?
hiddie: should i wear the black dress or this red one? (erk)

so there you go. the verdict is out. its final.
dinkydice it is then :)

new blogname = check.

now i ought to find a new blogskin. but not today lah.
too tired and sleepy already now.

later y'all :)

p/s: oh, since ive changed my blog name, the list of my blog links were also automatically deleted. sigh now i hv to track them back up.

niceeeee riighhttt?

im suffering a bad sore throat.
and i can hardly speak now.

but i kinda like my voice. rare doww :D

Interesting much, one day is the day of bad luck, and the next is the day of love. Ain't it intriguing how it all changes in the matter of 24 hours? Lol.

But i believe people are just making reasons for what they believe. They will tend to be extra-careful on the Friday the 13th, and extra romantic on the Valentine's Day, whereas i guess those two are just like the other ordinary days for me :p

Heck, my Friday the 13th went quite well for me. Reached KL at 4.15pm, went straight home and prepared myself for the night.

The night started with some catching-ups with my lovely cousins, Shazmynn and Nazira at Quattro, Winter Bar. It was kinda cold in there and the crew told me it would get colder later. And they've got all their crew cladding in those trenchcoats, gloves and all the attire worn by the fricking Russians during winter. Cool huh? Like literally.

After a few drinks, I've bid my goodbye and left for Rainforest Borneo as Jane and Diera were already waiting for me there.

(Oh by the way, take a look at the picture and do you agree how fat and tanned i am now? urgh)

Federal Highway. 10.03pm. Friday night. Massive traffic jam. Wtf?

Reached the place around 10.55pm and joined Jane and her Sarawakian friends at their table. Didnt really feel like drinking so I just ordered a glass of Coke and some fries as I was starving. :)

First time at that place, first time meeting Jane and friends, but was already having so much fun. The band was awesome, and so was the crowd. But the spoiler of the night would be the slow songs played by the band towards the end, with songs like End of The Road and some Richard Mark's numbers were just depressing. Especially when it was the Valentines Eve and you're single, and surrounded by loving couples, you will surely feel shitty about yourself. Haha.

Nevertheless, the night ended at 3p.m and headed home straight, feeling all lethargic and worn out.

i wanted you to know
i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain, away

cause im broken
and im lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you're gone away

of late, ive been falling in, and out of love, for too many occasions already.

i might have misintepreted the signals
i might have misjudged the body language.
i might have given myself false hopes.

and through these uncertainties, all i can do is pray.

for some real signs.

yeah. just few days ago i posted about the good news that came pouring in. now suddenly it's time for bad news to take over.

one. scolari has been sacked this morning. tho it was kinda inevitable but i didnt expect it would be now. but it's hoped that it would somehow rejuvenate the camp and obviously there's a need for everyone to stay together thru this trying moments. EPL is virtually out of sight now, i surely hope we can at least go thru the next rounds in Champs League and FA Cup. Amen.

two. rihanna's concert has been cancelled. or postponed. or whatever. and so u've heard. it's pretty dissapointing to learn this, as ive already booked the flight tickets and such, and now have to make new plans to fill up my friday night. haha.

three. ok there's no number three. hope that those abovementioned are the only bad news i will be receiving for the time being. :)

one. lampard's red card has been overturned, and automatically his three-match ban has been removed as well

two. quaresma joining chelsea on loan. hope this can rejuvenate his career, and rejuvenate chelsea's hope for the title. watch out gaylord ronaldo. :)

three. liverpool lost to Everton last night 1-0 in the FA Cup. Gerrard was injured, Lucas got red-carded, they were dumped out of the race. KARMA IS SWEEET, FUCKERS :)

four. the turmoil in Perak political landscape. if things are going as planned, BN will form the new state government. wonder where's this New Govt that Anwar Berahi has been promising his people

five. just got paid. im breathing again. haih. but still considering to go back for the Rihanna concert tho.

six. tomorrow is goddamn friday. HAHA its wknd again y'alllll

without u realizing it, it's already february.
dang times sure fly fast.

hey it's the month of love.

spread some love y'all.
share your love to the loveless.

like moi

Chelsea lost. To the Fools. Again.
Thanks to that stupid retarded-looking referee Mike Riley (who looks like Squidward) for sending Lamps off for ridiculous reason. That was certainly not a redcard.

Mr Squidward Riley

I'd must say we had a 50 50 chance of winning that game, but thanx to Mr Squidward, Chelsea were all vulnerable to attacks and with 10 men playing, and it's Anfield, the bet wud be against us.

I predict a shitty Monday tomorrow.
Feeling the Monday Blues already eventho Monday is just 2 hours old.


I'm back.
Same old me, same old story.

After reading several blogs, ive decided to just BLOG IT AWAY. Won't be posting stupid self-written poems anymore. Ok maybe once in awhile because I'm lame like that :)

It's Saturday night and it's raining outside. It has been raining constantly for the past one week, flooding all major roads and the low-level area in Sibu. Giving me more excuses to stay put at home.

Eventhough it's still January, I'm already starting to plan for my big day. With so many ideas, but limited choices of venues and themes, suddenly I'm feeling the unnecessary pressure. The pressure to ensure my party will be a smooth, memorable one. I've experienced two mediocre parties of my own last two years so I'm pretty determined to make amends this time around.

Hope I can plan a doable, impactful party that can please all the guests. Simply because, it's gonna be my 25th birthday party. Damn I'm old. :)

Still letting the options open. Haih.

Related Posts with Thumbnails


About The Blabber

My photo
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
he's just another joe you happen to meet on the streets, in your bio class, in the elevator of your apartment. you know him, and soon will forget where did u meet him. he's insignificant like that :)

Recent Comments


ShoutMix chat widget